no rain. all smiles.

Its been a fun Memorial Day! Daddy grilled out and Nanny and DW came over to join! After a filling lunch consisting of steak, chicken, twice baked potatoes, rice, and baked beans, DW and I headed over to Baskin Robbins for some yummy ice cream! NOM NOM! For most of the afternoon DW and I hiked a trail at Radnor Lake! It was a fun adventure! DW was the nature spotter winner. He saw so many cool animals while we were out! Including an Owl, a baby fawn, and a turtle! Way to go DW! LOL. Not sure what we have in store for tonight though. I hope we get some frozen yogurt ;) Hopefully the rain will hold off.

You know what i discovered last night? How horrible of a communicator i am! I hate that i revert back to 6 year old with my communication skills. I tend to get pissed off, shut down, and then run. I really am going to work on it. I dont want this tiny complication to be the demise of my relationship. I really need to be more confident in my thoughts and not overthink everything i want to say. This old habit needs to die hard! Im really sorry and embarrassed at how i over-reacted last night. I fully intend to be able to make sure that i do better! I promise.

love love love

LT

"I can be anything that I, anything that I see. And I am in love with a boy...I can do anything I want to, I can do anything my heart tells me to do"

rain drops. smily face.

I had a great day! I spent the morning being lazy by watching tv and painting my nails. This afternoon i finally got to have lunch and go shopping with Tiff TIff! It was fun and quite a successful shopping trip as well! Im so blessed to have such a wonderful friend! We have been best friends since i was in 6th grade where we met at Camp Ney-a-ti! I still cant believe its been that long and that we are still super close!

DW completed his first triatholon sprint today with his Dad! Im so proud of him! I cant wait to do one with him! For dinner we went to our favorite Jim Nachos then took Charley to Radnor Lake! It was fun! =) I cant wait for monday because we are gonna go hiking somewhere for Memorial Day! I love adventures with him! There are the best!

Tomorrow is church and the college class starts up tomorrow! Hopefully it will be a success. Afterward me and jess jess are gonna hit up the pool!

The rain is here. Blah i hope it clears up by tomorrow though. The sound of it will probably put me to sleep here in a bit!

Let it be known here on this blog (that no one really reads btw) that i am going on a strict diet. I really want to loose my belly and i have to start now! I really want to start eating better and exercising more! So yeah... gotta stick with it. DW is gonna be my personal trainer! He can help me get into shape! I am gonna have to give up starbucks and jim nachos for awhile but it will be worth it!

nighty night. im tired.

im so blessed =)

love love love

LT

"First time I kissed you I lost my legs. Bring that beat back to me again"

lazy me

long day. work was great! tiring but great! the boys got to "swim" in the blow up pool i spent all morning blowing up! it was worth it though. they were just too flippin cute! i loved every minute of it! i just kept thinking about how i cant wait till its my kids i get to take swimming! i cant wait to be a mom! i mean i can wait... LOL you know what i mean. Seriously though i really feel like God put me on this earth to be a mother! That sounds silly but i dont care. Ive always said that if there was a major called "mommy" i would pass with flying colors. But ill settle for the nanny job right now! =)

You know if i didnt have the ability to write or type out my feelings i would be having a mental breakdown right now.

Anyways. I really need to work on my patience. Even when im tired. I promise im gonna try harder.

Lazy night tonight. Now my computer works im gonna watch a movie. LOL.

THANKS HOLLY FOR COMING OVER AND MAKING ME FEEL BETTER!!! HOLA FO LIFE.

love love love

LT

"if you come around again then i will take the chain from off the door"

the sweet life

holy cow its been so long since my last post!

so i have officially moved in to my house and my room is finished! i love being home!

work has been fabulous! The boys are crawling and getting into everything! Its tiring but i love it! Starbucks has become my morning ritual to help me get through the day! You know your a regular when they know what you want and you make friends with the other regulars! HAHA. [skinny iced caramel mac extra sugarfree caramel with a cinnamon swirl coffee cake]

Me and DW have been doing fabulous! Its been a fun time being able to hang out and see him everyday! Today we went swimming and then took Charley to sonic! =)...in the ghetto ;)

Church Camp this year is gonna be so fun! Me and Bethany are councilors together! YAY!

Panic Attacks have started up again. Yay my life :/ Sunday morning i had a horrible one. It took everything out of me. I was exhausted all day. LOL thanks to all the mothers who tried to drug me up. [fyi i never took any of those pills bc its ILLEGAL. no zanx for me] I should worry less. Like a lot of things its a work in progress.

I miss my bff holly. We havent talked much or seen each other since school got out. Bummer.

Hey on a positive note stalker has left me alone! Hopefully this will be permanent.

Hanging out with DW tonight! I wonder if i will come home to Lindsey and Chris working out in the street again?!?

love love love.

lt

"I'm not a trick you play, I ride a different way. I'm not a mistake, I'm not a fake, It's set in my DNA.Don't change me."

welp. i got nothing.

welp i had a lot i wanted to say but at the moment words are failing me.

summer officially starts for me on friday when DW comes home. It still hasnt sunk in that its summer yet.

TOMs are my new favorite shoes.

Stalkers are not fun.

I am glad i am home safe with my loving family.

My baby sister graduates this saturday! WOW!

Jeremy graduated yesterday! It was a fun day with the family and friends!

Happy Mothers day!!

i love you DW =)

love LT

"I love you, I want you, I need you in my life.Can't you see what you mean to me.Baby come hold me tight.I miss you, wanna kiss you"

hello summer =)

ITS HERE ITS HERE!!

Summer. I have missed you a lot.

Finals....welp. im just thankful its over. I am in no rush to check my grades.

Enough about school. ITS OVER.

Last night i spent the night with Holly and Courtney... O man we stayed up being silly till 2 am.

O that cost $15...

Thank goodness for starbucks. It got me through the day for sure. I packed up most of my stuff from my house and then had lunch with the girls! Then i wasted 6 hours of my life in the library preparing for math. blahh. Needless to say, i am flippin exhausted!

love.

LT

"School's out and the nights roll in. Man, just like a long lost friend. You ain't seen in a while and can't help but smile. And it's two bare feet on the dashboard young love and an old Ford. Cheap shades and a tattoo and a Yoo-Hoo bottle on the floorboard. Perfect song on the radio,sing along 'cause it's one we know. It's a smile, it's a kiss. It's a sip of wine, it's summertime.Sweet summertime"

you better go and get your armor

a new version of "People are Crazy" by Billy Currington.

-god is great. sweet tea is good. and ex's are crazy-

grrrrr to the max.

school is almost over. (one day and two exams till SUMMER)

reuniting with KP tomorrow for coffee. =)

Dw comes home in 10 days for good.

Davidson Co was in a State of Emergency the other day because of the floods.

Still praying for all the people affected by the flood.

Got my first summer read. "The Choice" by Nicholas Sparks!

Time for a run or something.

blahh.

love love love :(

LT

"Don't try to explain your mind.I know what's happening here...Can't swallow our pride,neither of us wanna raise that flag...I guess you better go and get your armor "