forgive and FORGET.

First off, My best friends heart was broken yesterday. To the person who did: You broker her heart. Your lucky i didnt see you because i would have broken your face. Holly: You deserve so much better. You are gonna find someone a 1080378476573 better than him. Like i said, take it from me, the THIRD TIMES A CHARM!! Thats all i have to say about that.

"I wanna forgive you, and i wanna FORGET you"- lc

Yesterday would have been a great day for Me and Holly's reality tv show (if we had one). Anyways... I worked all day and thought i lost my phone but i found it under Reed when we got home. LOL. That was an adventure.

Last night Holly and i had some BFF time eating some BlueCoast and watching Sex and the City!

I met up with Cassidy today and we actually studied for our nutrition final! LOL YAY us!

Tiffany took me to dinner tonight to Nachos! NOM NOM! It was fun to catch up with her!

DW comes home tomorrow so my weekend will be spent with him =)

thats all.

LT

"I found a skeleton under your bed. How could you sell me out for a kid like that?..We'll fall out again

Don't ever wanna see you again. Push all my feelings aside. I'll be alright. Won't let your face keep me up all night. Don't wanna start talking again,cause I'll go crazy again. Why do this to myself?"

i am loved =)

What a fabulous birthday weekend i just had! Friday i got to spend all night with my love! We had a delicious dinner at PF Changs, got some ice cream, and spent some time with his family at Jacksons game! It was fun! Saturday my daddy and i made spaghetti for my family and DW! NOM NOM NOM! On sunday i was quite sad all day because i thought DW was leaving to go back to Knoxville. So we took Charley to the park where we just happened to run into Marin Erat (from the Preds). LOL. That was pretty cool! I went home and did math to get DW leaving off my mind. You know i gotta be extremely sad if i was doing math homework! haha. Holly picked me up and the first thing she did was hand me a piece of paper that said "if you havent guessed by now, we arent just going to dinner". HAHA. She sent me all over Bwood with different clues with a new article of clothing at each place. I looked ridiculous! The last clue lead me to Mazatlans where DW was waiting! I was so happy to see him! Ask Holly, i kept going on and on about how i was super bummed that he couldnt spend my birthday with me! So to Holly: Thank you for the best surprise ever! And thank you for spending all that time planning my scavenger hunt! You are the greatest!

Yesterday (my real birthday), I worked all day! DW did get to stop by and have lunch with me, which was great! I was bummed that he had to for real go back to school. Good think i get to see him on friday! Last night Me, Holly, Andy, Zach, Brandy, and Meg went to Cheddars to celebrate! I am so glad my loyal and true friends wanted to come and celebrate with me! (well minus DW but he couldnt help it). Thanks again you guys!

Thank goodness that i am done with classes for the summer!! I am so relieved!

To my other so called "friends"- All i can say is thanks. Thanks for showing me who my real friends. You said you had to "choose"... well you have chosen. I see how it is now.

love LT

"You find out who your friends are. Somebody's gonna drop everything,run out and crank up their car,hit the gas, get there fast. Never stop to think 'what's in it for me?' or 'it's way too far'.They just show on up with their big old heart. You find out who your friends are"

.my bad.

wow. i have crap ton of stuff to do by thursday. this is when i regret being a procrastinator. I will be spending my birthday weekend trying to get caught up.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME =/

love, LT

"Nobody loves you when you're 23. I'm still more amused by TV shows. What the hell is ADD?. My friends say I should act my age. What's my age again?"

when you whisper you want this

Lately I'm alright
And lately I'm not scared
I've figured out
That what you do to me feels like
I'm floating on air
I don't need to know right now
All I know is I believe
In the very thing that got us here
And now I can't leave

Say anything, but say what you mean
'cause I'm caught in suspension

Now,
I'm wanting this for sure
And I'll beg for nothing more
I'll plan all day and drive all night
You'll love what's in store
I can't seem to stop this now
Even if it's not so clear
And I'll take what I can get
If you want me here (If you want me here)

Say anything, but say what you mean.
When you whisper you want this
Your eyes tell the same
We are gaining speed
I can barely breathe
'cause I'm caught in suspension

It's enough for me to get excited
It's enough for me to feel...woooooah ooooh oh oh oh

Say anything, but say what you mean
When you whisper you want this(when you whisper you want this)
Your eyes tell the same

drenched in vanilla twilight

Lets go Preds!!!

Sitting here watching the game with my Daddy and Charlie! We are winning at the moment!

Good day.

Dont feek that great at the moment =/

I actually did homework today. Shocker.

Knoxvegas was fun!

"SPEAKA-PHONE"

"Im a horse"

I love us. (dw and lt i mean)

The Owl City concert was fabulous!

My birthday weekend is approaching!

I cant wait to make spaghetti with my family and for DW to hang out with us!

love love love.

LT

"You're the bird and I'm the worm and it's plain to see, that we were meant to be"

im just living, laughing and loving.

Im just chilling...

listening to music....

enjoying this beautiful day...

the office has got to be one of the funniest shows on TV...

Dw im not going anywhere...ever..

everything is always better when we are together...

insecurities have got to be some of the worst feelings one can feel...

Laughter is the greatest medicine...

Owl City is monday! Cant wait to have some BFF time with Hollzzzyyy.....

I am gonna be 22...weird...

3 weeks till Summer...

love

LT

"Don't say a word just come over and lie here with me. Cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see. I want you so bad, I'll go back on the things I believed. There I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me"

your just somebody that i used to know

I had tender feelings that you made hard
But it's your heart, not mine, that's scarred
So when I go home, I'll be happy to go
You're just somebody that I used to know

You don't need my help anymore
It's all now to you, there ain't no before
Now that you're big enough to run your own show
You're just somebody that I used to know

I watched you deal in a dying day
And throw a living past away
So you can be sure that you're in control
You're just somebody that I used to know

I know you don't think you did me wrong
And I can't stay this mad for long
Keeping a hold of what you just let go
You're just somebody that I used to know

ignorance is your new best friend

You know, some people are really just stupid now-a-days. Apparently, coming out and saying "leave me alone", never responding to their texts, and blocking them (and their ENTIRE family) on facebook, doesnt mean jack squat anymore. I really need to know how to block phone numbers. I am so livid at this moment. To the person who i am referring to: I do NOT care or even i could have gone without ever knowing that you are living in the Boro nor do i care that you are finally doing something with your life besides partying by going to MTSU in the fall. TAKE A FREAKING HINT. Otherwise i will send people to make you take that hint:... Im sorry that was hateful but i am sick and tired of not being respected. This person ALWAYS had a problem with giving me the respect i deserved. They may have been able to get away with it back then but i am standing up for myself to say that enough is enough.

Anyways... Lets start over. Well its only a few more hours till i get to visit my love DW! I am so ready for it to be summer so we dont have to keep saying goodbye. HOORAY!

1 week till Owl CIty!

10 days till the LT & AB Birthday celebration

13 days till i am 22!

14 days till the last day of school

23 days till SUMMER

love,

LT

"The same tricks that, that once fooled me they won't get you anywhere. I'm not the same kid from your memory. Well, now I can fend for myself"

"YOUR GONNA BREAK IT"

Wow its been awhile since i have written a blog! A lot has happened in the past few days! Lets recap! Since the last time i wrote...

I took a little vacation to Knoxville to see DW! It was a fun weekend! We got to visit Worlds Fair Park and Market Square. We got to witness the Red Bull chariot race! It was fun to watch and the MTSU chariot won! YAY! LOL. UT made it to the Elite 8 and then lost last sunday by 1. It was sad. Oh well. GO VOLS! It was a super fun weekend overall!

Last week was a rough week, school-wise. I found out that i cant graduate till 2012 due to the fact that i transferred twice and because of the two internships that i just found out about that total 400 hours. Needless to say i was super stressed all week. I am not excited about this at all. I contemplated just getting my associates degree at Columbia State, but i think i am gonna tough it out. It is a plus that i will be graduating with all my friends and Dw. Ughh i just need a summer break to re-coup so i can get my focus back in check. Or some adderall... haha jk jk.

This weekend was also fun and just what i needed! Dw came home and we had a great weekend taking Charlie to the park, watching a movie and just hanging out being us! It was so fun! We seriously can being doing nothing but have still have a blast at the same time! I love it!

I cant wait for summer so we can stop having to say goodbye. I will see him in a few weeks when i come to visit Knoxville. Hooray!

This week is just another week full of school and work. Nothing special. I do hope to have a bff HOLA date to see the Last song with HH. Other than that, nothing to interesting happing!

Happy Easter!

much love,

LT

"Yea when my world is falling apart, When there's no light to break up the dark.That's when I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore and I can't find my way home anymore that's when I look at you.
When I look At You I see forgiveness. I see the truth. You love me for who I am, like the stars hold the moon. Right there where they belong and I know I'm not alone"