I am trying so hard to stay positive. I have been doing good all day. But i tend to over-think things which in turn, makes me anxious and in a bad mood. Its a work in progress.
I DO NOT want this blog to be a sad and depressing one. So ill keep this short.
Elephant 1: I am really sick and tired of hearing about the petty and immature comments that i am hearing some of my friends say about me. Saying that i am not a good/ real friend and complaining about how little i am around anymore. They may be joking but to me its not funny. It hurts my feelings actually and maybe i shouldnt let it bother me so much but it does. I just wish they could live a day in my shoes. I work an 8-5 job, go to school full time, and am trying to balance hanging out with friends and family at the same time. It is very stressful but i wouldnt have it any other way! I have been praying about it.
Elephant 2: Sometimes my insecurities get the best of me. Especially when it comes to relationships. I have my wall up and i am trying as hard as i can to tear it down. Brick by brick. But i need help. I am praying for courage to be able to say all the words i am too afraid to say.
OK ENOUGH.
Tomorrow my best friend Drew is coming home for the weekend! Yay! Jim Nachos and LOST marathon! I am excited :) FAP
The sun came out today! Oh how i cant wait for warmer weather and sunshine!
Is it weird that when i find a song i like i listen to it over and over again till i memorize the lyrics? Oh well. I am such geek and proud of it =)
* "You are stronger, you are stronger. Sin is broken, you have saved me. It is written Christ is risen. Jesus, YOU are Lord of all" - Stronger, Hillsong.
LT.
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