just a typical tuesday

Hooray! Im only one workday away from seeing the love of my life! I cant wait!

It has been a fabulous day! The sun came out and it felt wonderful outside! School was school and i didnt do that great on my Child Pysch test but i dont care! I spent the afternoon with HH. We had a typical tuesday afternoon full of Camino noms, sex and the city, dairy queen and shopping. I get home and have a lovely surprise waiting for me! NIKKI! It was so nice to get caught up with her! We always just pick up where we left off! I am so honored to say that she asked me to be one of her bridesmaids! I am so excited to be in her wedding! I love you NIkki!

Just been packing my stuff and getting ready to head to bed in a few! What a great day! The rest of this week and weekend will be fabulous and wonderful as well! i can already tell! Good NIght=)

love from an very excited,,

LT

"Yeah an empty wallet doesn't seem half bad when you're living the dream"

crazies

Just got home from spending the afternoon with my aunt Diana and Wendy! It was a lot of fun! I didnt realize how fun my aunt was! Me and Wendy were a little shocked! We went and saw the movie "The Crazies". haha. The acting was bad and the plot was a little predictable but we all screamed and were pretty scared at some parts. It was a good movie overall. Afterward my aunt suggested we movie hop. Haha yes she really did. We tried a few movies but couldnt really find any that we liked to watch. Most of them we got up and left within 30 seconds of it starting. We went to Raffertys for dessert! NOM NOM NOM! Haha the waiter asked if me and Wendy were sisters. My aunt then preceded to say "No, thats my niece and thats my boyfriends girlfriend". What she meant to say was that she was her son's girlfriend. We all laughed for a good 20 minutes about that. I had tears in my eyes i was laughing so hard. It was a fun filled afternoon!

HH and i purchased our Owl City tickets today!! HOORAY! I am so flipping excited! I love Owl City! Its gonna be a great concert!

Only 2/1/2 days left till i am reunited with Dw! I cant wait! =)

I guess i should attempt to do some studying. I am still thinking a lot about what i want to do school-wise. We shall see. I do want to jump to any conclusions and do something rash so i am gonna finish out this semester and see what i want to do.

Much love,

LT

"The silence isn't so bad til I look at my hands and feel sad, cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly"

with you is where i wanna be

I tried. I really did. I studied for a good 15 minutes and then gave up. I swear i was never this way till last semester. I dont know what happened. I think i honestly just realized that i dont want to to be a career woman and that i dont need a degree for what i want to do. (I want to be a full time nanny and then start my own family). I can make just as much if not more money being a Nanny then doing a job with a degree. So for that reason i dont care anymore.Thats horrible i know. I am wasting money but my parents and whole family for that matter would flip out if i quit school. Yes i realize that if something were to happen to my husband and i needed to work that i would need a good job but being a Nanny is a great way to make money. Plus I am wasting thousands of dollars for a piece of paper that i do not intend to use. Awesome.I want to quit. Lets just be honest here. I am in school to please my family. But i am getting tired of that. I dont know what should i do. Some helpful thoughts from my readers would be nice. =)

Other thoughts: So remember that wall i mentioned in earlier blogs? Yes well that wall has been torn down. For that i am truly happy! All my fears and all my insecurities are gone. Vanished. Over. I am truly excited and happy about the relationship i am in right now. I dont care who knows it. I want the world to know that i found the one. The one i want to spend the rest of my life with. The one i want to be with till i die. I guess you can say our relationship has been 9 years in the making. Some might even say that i a rushing things when i say that i know he is the one. But when you know, you know. I have and always will love him. He makes me the happiest girl in the world and He truly amazes me each and every day.

If you didnt know, i am a really insecure person when it comes to looks. But for the first time EVER i actually feel beautiful without my make-up on. I love that he makes me feel that way. He has seen me at my worst and he still thinks and actually makes me BELIEVE that i am the most beautiful girl in the world. That is huge in my book. No one has ever made me feel this way.

God knew what he was doing when He put us both through the heartbreaks and the many tears shed from our past relationships. I am glad that i put all my trust in Him. I knew all along that he had the man of my dreams out there. Its just funny that what i was looking for all this time was right there in front of me.

He is and forever will be my best friend.

HH told me after the first time she met him that there is not better match for me then Dw! She loves us together. She then proceeded to tell me that she would kill me if i ruined it. Not him ruining it, but Me. Haha. Dont worry. I wont ruin this. I am not going anywhere.

Sorry Dw if this way too much info to be putting on my blog. I cant help it. I am just so dang crazy about you and so happy i couldnt help but share it with everyone. With all that said Dw, dont break my heart. No pressure ok. haha im kidding. Para Siempre Mi Amor.

Its rainy here in the Boro today. I miss the sunshine. I plan on trying to study more tonight and then me and Wendy are hanging out later!

love,

LT

"In your darkest hours, Well I love you still. I have and I always will"

SUNSHINE and SMILES

The weekend is here! Hooray! Its been fun so far! Friday the Bc went to BWW's for some yummy wings! Then we all hung out at Tutt's apartment all night! The girls took a ice cream run too! I have missed hanging out with everyone! It was so nice to all be reunited!

Yesterday was the perfect day. The only thing missing from it was DW. The sun was shinning and it felt wonderful outside! I purchased a new book and a Snapple Peach Tea! I came home to see my sister who had just come home from Honduras and i had a letter waiting for me from DW! I teared up it was so perfect! I know i say this a lot but he is seriously the best boyfriend ever! I am the luckiest. =). I took Lindsey to meet my mom at Davids Bridal to try on her Jr/Sr dress! Grace and Allison were there too! I still cant get past how fast they are growing up! They will always be 12 years old in my eyes! LOL. Pucketts with some of the crew was last night! It was so fun! The songwritters were very entertaining and so were all the crazy drunk people around us. haha. This one guy was sooooo drunk and he would randomly shout out "HAM AND CHEESEEEE" during the show. I was gonna hang out with the Quad Squad afterward but i was too sleepy. I got to Skype DW for a little bit which was nice!

Today i have been cleaning like a maniac. I do plan on studying for a little bit too. I am purposely ignoring the sounds of the procrastination train. Tonight everyone is going to Silverados to line dance. LOL. I have never done it before so it should be interesting. I was a dancer so surely it wont be that hard to learn.

Shootin and Christ Church tomorrow then i get to sleep in on Monday since i dont have to work!

Only 4 more days till im back in my DW's arms! I can hardly wait! I am so pumped for next weekend!

Much love from a happy,

LT

"I love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you... I am the luckiest"

Dear Drama, i left HS 3 years ago. Go away. love Lt

What a day it has been. Thank goodness that i am a week away from Knoxville and seeing DW! Classes were good. I am so dreading my Child Psych test. It is gonna be so hard. Luckily i will have all weekend and all monday to study. (It will be a miracle if i do study though. I can hear the procrastination train a coming...).

I just had lunch and ice cream with HH. It was nice =). Tonight the BC is going to BWW's then hanging out at Tuts apartment. I am super excited about that! I havent hung out with everyone in long time! I miss them.

Well, all hell broke loose today. I was reminded today how much i dont miss high school and how much i really hate drama. It is so sad how some people can revert back to those days. Seriously, i left high school 3 years ago. Its time to grow up. I also would like to say that if you want to apologize for this crap you can do it to our faces and not over a blog. You said you wanted to work this out like an adult so start acting like one. Thats all i am gonna say about that. I am over it.

HH says it best. "Dont put all your trust and faith in one basket. Unless that basket is labeled Jesus".

Much love

LT

"And we are so fragile, and our cracking bones make noise, and we are just, breakable, breakable, breakable girls and boys"

Remember Me

Hey! These past few days seem to have flown by! I seriously cant believe that it is almost thursday! One week from today i will be in Knoxville with my DW! I hope next week will fly by like this one!

I worked all day then had a fun bff date with HH! We saw the movie 'Remember Me'. It was such an awesome movie! The ending is shocking and a tear jerker but a def must see!

Today is St.Patty's day. Who in the world is St.Patty anyways and why do we celebrate him? LOL. I dont get it.

You know i really want to vent and say stupid crap about how much i hate school, how i miss DW terribly, or how EXTREMELY annoyed i am at certain individuals, but i am not. I will refrain and keep it to myself. I don't want this blog to be a pity party.

So ill replace the negative with some positive. School is horrible BUT i am almost done (hopefully). I miss DW so bad it hurts BUT i get to see him 2 weekends in a row and then school will be over shortly after that. I am EXTREMELY annoyed with certain someones BUT... nope. Still annoyed. No positive there. HAHA.

I cant wait for the weekend! Yay for Pucketts, QuadSquad time, Silverados, and Christ Church! No to mention i dont have to work this friday or monday! YAY for sleeping in!

Much love from an annoyed but positive

LT

" I got my mindset on you. There's nothing you can do to change my mind about it. Inside out you're beautiful. There's nothing you can do. To change my mind about you"

the beach. my bf. my bffs. JADRHOLA. a jesus fish

Time to go back to reality. Sb010 is officially over. I am sad. LOL. I had the best spring break ever! The week was perfect! So many great memories that i will never forget! The pictures and videos do not fully encompass how awesome the week truly was. I wish i was still there! But it had to end sometime. Gotta get my act together and pull through. Only 7 weeks left till Summer! HOORAY!

DW and I are back together and happier than ever! (March 7, 2010). Ladies you should be jealous because i have the BEST boyfriend ever. No but seriously, i do. =) Cant wait to come visit him next weekend!

My bestie Nikki will be in town next week too! I have a lot to look forward to. Not to mention my BFF date with HH this week and pucketts and silverados! YAY!

much love from the happiest girl in the world right now!

LT

"So quit your life and stay with me, We’ll order in and watch TV. We’ll paint the house and wash the car,We’ll take a walk but not too far,So quit your life and stay with me"

2

ITS OFCIAL!! SB010 Has started!! HOORAY! Only a work-day is left for me till its time to leave for Gulf Shores! You have no clue how excited i am right now!

Today was a pretty chill day. I didnt have my first two classes so i only had to go to my Child Psych class and Math tonight! After my class i spent the day packing and getting stuff ready for SB010. I should be a professional packer. I really dont know how i fit all my clothes and stuff in a suitcase and a duffle bag! I am impressed. Yeah, Yeah i know i am only going for 6 days... BUT i am a girl (that should explain it right?!?).

Math class sucked as usual. I def failed that test. haha. I need a tutor. Any takers?!?

I have been seriously thinking about becoming a professional nanny after i graduate. I make great money and i absolutely LOVE what i do. So why not make it my profession? We will see i guess!

Welp... I have nothing else to say. I am gonna watch LOST and go to bed!

Much SB010 love!!!

LT

"This is how we live, this is how we live. Ripped jeans and all. This is what we live this is what we live for. All the nights spent chasing days, I've made it this far, I'm making my way"

left/right (4)

What a day. It has flown by. The weather was so nasty and cold today. I hate wet snow. Add wind to the mix and it just plan horrible. Esp walking around campus. School was as usual blah... Me and Holly had a wonderful day having BFF time. We first took poor Courtney to get her meds because she sprained her knee...on her birthday. Afterward, as usual, we ate at Camino. We colored our hair and had the pain party. Which was a HUGE mistake. LOL. I dont see how girls can do that and not cry. haha. NEVER AGAIN HOLLY. NEVER AGAIN. haha.

We successfully got all our stuff for SB010 (which btw the in 4 days). Andy and Zach got to come with us too! It was fun. They are fun guys to hang out with. I am glad they can put up with the Lauren/Holly craziness!

I skipped math and there was supposed to be a test but it got moved to thursday! haha. Whew.

I am about to fall asleep at my computer. Goodnight. Gotta work all day then start packing. I also need to hit up the gym too. Ughhh.. LOL

Much love. LT

"Knock me out, hit me with your punch-drunk love"

5

What a great weekend! Saturday night... crazy fun. Thats all im gonna say. I was really sad to leave DW but i will be back with him in 5 days! Actually almost 4! Today seemed like it flew by. I worked and got to get off a little early so i could go celebrate with my family Lindsey's 18th birthday! Holy cow my sister is 18. That is so crazy to me. My baby sister is growing up! I cant believe she will be graduating and going off to college in a few months. I will miss her. She is going to school 6 hours away. Sad Day. Anyways.. I should be studying for my Nutrition test i have at 8am tomorrow but... as always i have jumped on to the procrastination train. I am so over school.

This week is jammed packed full of stuff to do. I hope that makes the week go by faster!

"Listening to the song we used to sing in the car, do you remember butterfly, early Summer It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet ,like when we would meet .Cause I was born to tell you I love you and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine.Stay with me tonight"